Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Another Note

Hey, everyone!

I know, I know.. Another note? WHAT!?!?

I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to change my posting schedule.. The new schedule is most likely going to be changed to Saturday, Sunday, and Monday.

I know that I'm being REALLY weird with the posting schedule and I really hate it. I'm not balancing work, school, Honors, family obligations, the girlfriend obligations, and obligations to myself very well.

I'm running on an hour and a half of sleep from last night because I had to go do my training and after I got off of work, I had to go straight to school. now, I'm doing another (almost) all nighter to finish my Bio homework.

People are flaking for Honors. I'm starting to think of it like a relationship. I fell in love too early and now I'm getting my heart broken because they can't reciprocate my feelings and efforts. It's gotten so bad that I want to go MIA like the last president did and I vowed not to do that.

Every time I try to plan something.. I don't have the manpower to do it. I can't even be at the event because I have work and I THOUGHT that I would people that I can lean on when situations like these arise.. but apparently, the most reliable people I know are either not eligible to be in Honors or attend other schools..

I can't even depend on the coordinator who gets PAID to do this. He teaches one less class (he's a full time teacher) so he can do this Honors thing.

I'm so frustrated and irritated and annoyed and angered. Beyond words. Actually, I'm on the verge of tears..

No, it's official.. There are tears.. and I don't cry very often. *sigh*